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    Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
    8:10 am
    well i have not updated since May. everyone knows lots have changed since then, and it is not like my life is all that different from everyone else's and if it is it is not like people want to hear about it...this is precisely why i do not use LJ anymore. I do not give a crap about stupid things people write about in order for other people to think they are cool. so there. LJ is lame and a tantrum-fest.
    Saturday, May 28th, 2005
    10:54 pm

    You Are The Wayward Heart
    "Feel Better."

    You are best described as 'Emotional Support'. Anytime an emotional issue comes up or something stresses people out, you are there to help them feel better about it. Whether you are the prankster of the bunch, the funny one, the wild one, or just the shoulder to cry on - your traits favor what it takes to keep people going. You like large groups of people and have many friends. When something hits home for you, however, you have a hard time with it. You also have difficulty paying attention or focusing on one thing. Above all, though, if people are happy, you are happy.

    Which Classic Story Role Do You Play?
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    hi. today was a difficult day. i worked from 12-9, thought about how i wish i had someone to care about, and was bitched at by my friend. ok...well...hopefully tomorrow will be mejor. adios. hope all is well.

    Current Mood: melancholy
    Friday, May 6th, 2005
    8:34 am
    ok hi everyone. sorry i havent updated in a looooong time...anyway, for a quick update, i am going to UCSC next year, majoring in Spanish, and right now i am bored in journalism. I have to work 7-4 on sunday. My ankles are messed up and therefore my knees are now messed up again because i am so smart and run on sprained ankels. So next week i have a doctor's appointment to get them checked out. I don't know if i am going to prom, i want to, but noone will go with me...*tear*...so if you want to go with me tell me fast because i have to buy my ticket next week...this is open to everyone and if i dont want to go with you i will tell you i am not going...mind you i am not necessarily shouting out for a date, merely a friend to go to prom with. OOOk i am done with my AP tests which kicks butttttt and my parents are mean and douchy. My mom got a job that will be really time consuming but i think it is really good for her because i think it will make her happier, but my dad, becasue he is a sexist asshole, doesnt seem very fond of the situation. AND i have a driving class today!!!! ok yesssssssssss!!!!!! ok bye

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: jack johnson and asshole jr ppl
    Sunday, March 13th, 2005
    8:02 am
    Hi my name is Shannon and I am intelligent. Alright, that is all.
    Friday, February 4th, 2005
    12:00 am
    SpaztikManiac: sleep well dont let the worms enter your blood stream
    seeotter7: lol ok dont let the maggots chew through your aorta
    SpaztikManiac: ok dont let the egg sacks burst in your anus
    seeotter7: ok dont let the ameoba clog your poop hole
    SpaztikManiac: haha ok dont let your hands strangle you to death
    seeotter7: ok dont let your feet get stufck in your mouth
    SpaztikManiac: ok dont get smothered by your pellow
    seeotter7: dont get strangeld by your blakie
    SpaztikManiac: dont get mauled by your frogs....do you still have your frogs?
    seeotter7: no they died
    SpaztikManiac: leave me a commentttttttttttt whoreeeeeeeeee
    SpaztikManiac: :-(
    SpaztikManiac: i liked those guys
    SpaztikManiac: do you have more frogs
    seeotter7: no

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: some sports news my dad has on
    Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
    10:03 pm
    hello everyone!
    well, i am at paste-up right now, ensconced in the the
    loving arms of my journalism class...yeah i wish
    ha...oh well

    my advisor mj just had me take this quiz in which i
    picked a color and three words to describe it, picked
    an animal and three words to describe it, picked a
    body of water and three words to describe it, and then
    was told to pick three words that describe a big white
    room with no windows or doors. I was not told until
    after i picked everything that the color and the three
    words describes how you see yourself, the animal and
    three words is how you see others, the body of water
    and three words describes your sex life, and the
    description of the room is how you see death.

    My answers:
    Orange: poppy, tiger, fire

    Elephant: huge, tough, gray

    Lake Titicaca: big, Peruvian, tropical

    white room: lonely, scary, mysterious

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: bohemian rhapsody- queen
    Thursday, January 27th, 2005
    12:19 am
    ew hate posting twice in one day but oh well
    Armyofabba (12:14:42 AM): wow need to go to bed
    Armyofabba (12:14:50 AM): well take shower then go to bed
    Armyofabba (12:14:55 AM): got sidetracjed
    seeotter7 (12:14:59 AM): me tooooooo
    Armyofabba (12:15:04 AM): not tired...but...yeah
    seeotter7 (12:15:05 AM): but im havin fun
    seeotter7 (12:15:08 AM): me niether
    Armyofabba (12:15:09 AM): night night
    Armyofabba (12:15:12 AM): shannon
    Armyofabba (12:15:20 AM): go to bed naughty girl
    seeotter7 (12:15:23 AM): NO
    seeotter7 (12:15:26 AM): no mommy no
    Armyofabba (12:15:28 AM): my space is a cult lol
    Armyofabba (12:15:32 AM): yes yes
    seeotter7 (12:15:33 AM): lol i knoooowwwwwwww
    seeotter7 (12:15:37 AM): arrrgh no
    Armyofabba (12:15:39 AM): yeah
    Armyofabba (12:15:43 AM): so go to bed
    Armyofabba (12:15:45 AM): NOW
    seeotter7 (12:15:47 AM): soy como un adicto
    seeotter7 (12:15:48 AM): no
    Armyofabba (12:15:51 AM): !!!!i say so
    Armyofabba (12:15:55 AM): go bed now
    seeotter7 (12:15:59 AM): NO
    Armyofabba (12:16:01 AM): night night little girl
    Armyofabba (12:16:04 AM): night
    Armyofabba (12:16:05 AM): bye
    seeotter7 (12:16:09 AM): u leavin?
    Armyofabba (12:16:14 AM): yes
    seeotter7 (12:16:21 AM): bye
    Armyofabba (12:16:24 AM): bye
    seeotter7 (12:16:26 AM): ttyl
    Armyofabba (12:16:29 AM): yup
    seeotter7 (12:19:10 AM): ok i am leaving now
    seeotter7 (12:19:11 AM): bye
    seeotter7 (12:19:14 AM): shower
    seeotter7 (12:19:19 AM): i dirty very sweaty ew

    Current Mood: not tired!
    Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
    10:47 pm
    ACK i should be studying for physio but im not...i will...hopefully...

    Ups and downs/pluses and minuses...
    * school
    UP: its almost over Down: its fricking HELL and i have a physio test manana

    Running
    UP: it makes me feel amazing and its just awesome Down: my fricking ankle hurts...i bitchslapped it on the hill again today

    Sleep
    UP: its good for you Down: it takes so much fricking time up

    Food
    UP: tastes good (sometimes) Down:makes ya feel shitty

    Feet
    UP: allow us to stand Down: so damn ugly

    ooookkkkjust some random thoughts and i had more but cant remember so i guess yu are happy bout that now huh

    i saw two trucks kissing on my run like this : >< it was sooooooo cute...truck love all the way babay ok im not on drugs i dont know what im on... crapholes

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: none
    Monday, January 24th, 2005
    10:57 pm
    hahahahahahaaaa i said i liked sharpies!
    You scored as Inhalents. Sniffing chemicals you found under the sink again? Tsk tsk! This will lead you nowhere, and your high will only last a few minutes, or even seconds. You're breathing in toxins which cause deprivation of oxygen to your brain.Did you know you can DIE the first time you try huffing? Go for somethin else, babe.

    </td>

    Inhalents

    69%

    None!

    50%

    Marijuana

    44%

    Ecstacy

    38%

    Alcohol

    25%

    Cocaine

    25%

    Mushrooms

    19%

    What's your ideal drug?
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    Monday, January 17th, 2005
    9:06 pm



    Current Mood: i gotta go pee
    Current Music: sara evans
    Sunday, January 16th, 2005
    7:59 pm


    You Are 24 Years Old



    24





    Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

    13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

    20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

    30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

    40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.




    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: my dad's classical stuff
    Thursday, January 13th, 2005
    2:27 pm
    Hi. My name is shannon and i just added myself to this novato community. i actually just moved to novato from fairfax last year but still go to drake but have friends that go to novato high...yeah...well i hope everyone is having a great day!

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: metallica- hero of the day
    Monday, January 10th, 2005
    8:40 pm
    hi again. i meant to post this yesterday but i wasnt able to. Well, there is this guy who i work with, who is in about his late thirties, early forties. He has always made fun of me and called me stupid and blonde and stuff, and shot rubberbands at me and said stuff like "i would really like to know what goes on in your head." It made me feel a little bad but not really cause i know i act stupid and like a dumb blonde sometimes. Well, i'd asked him to stop a few times but he didnt really. ANd, yesterday he said "hey shannon, how are you?" i didnt know if was just an opening for more crap, so i didnt really look at him and said, fine, how are you? then he apologized and when i asked him why he was sorry he said for being so mean to you. I felt really bad, i dont know why. I said its alright, adn he said no its not, im really sorry. I almost started crying. I dont know why but i never feel right being apologized to. I always feel guilty when someone apologizes to me. I have no idea what made him apologize either. I guess i feel like i dont deserve them or something. its weird. I hope my boss didnt make him apologize. Oh well, i guess i will be thankful. I felt weird for the rest of the day. Especially since i know he's had a hard life and those comments about my stupidness were probly just repercussions of that life, and he's probly the one who should be recieving apologies, not me.

    Current Mood: contemplative
    Current Music: the doors- l'america
    3:26 pm
    Pink info
    Your Heart is Pink


    What Color is Your Heart?
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    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: the ataris
    Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
    7:26 pm
    Hola como estan? I wish i could do accents in lj but it doesnt allow me to...sad...i gotta go pee so badly...i have gone pee like four times already today...i went about an hour ago even though i was too lazy because i was cold and when i was backpacking this summer my coucelor told me that if i have to pee i should go because if you have to pee you are colder than you are if you dont have to because it takes heat energy to hold in your pee... cool huh? i thought so. oooi baby i sure show you a good time! ok random song quotage goin on there...heehee... and to dry our socks we were told to sleep with them on our bare stomachs so the heat from our stomachs would dry them but i didnt want a wet sock on me so i just hiked with wet socks and luckily didnt get a blister till the last day!!!!! or day before last!!! but it didnt hurt anyway...yep...i really want a nice juicy cheeseburger with onions and mustard and ketchup and tomatoe and lettuce...but not till tomorrow i just ate thank you...but i know i wont get one tomorrow and yeah after that i want hmmmm to go swimming in the rain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i havent swam in the rain since i was on the sleepy hollow sea lions when i was twelve or something...i will go swimming in the rain next time it rains!!!!!!!funness! im excited!!! ill go for a run, that is if my ankle feels better...it better or im gonna be mad and stupid and run on it anyway like i did yesterday and hurt it even worse...the ill go swimming! yay!!!!!!

    Current Mood: hyper and crazy
    Current Music: janis joplin- piece of my heart
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
    9:44 pm
    [ ] bored.
    [x] happy. for the most part i guess
    [ ] swedish.
    [ ] Hawaiian.
    [ ] Samoan.
    [ ] Filipino.
    [ ] Korean.
    [x] British.
    [x] white.
    [ ] Canadian.
    [ ] black.
    [ ] hispanic.
    [x Irish.
    [ ] Asian.
    [x] German.
    [ ] Italian.
    [ ] French.
    [ ] a mutt or mix of everything.
    [ ] Indonesian.
    [ ] Jewish.
    [x ] short.
    [ ] in between.
    [ ] tall.
    [ ] grounded.
    [ ]sick.
    [ ] mad.
    [x] lazy. but only bout school work
    [ ] looking.
    [ ] currently sleeping with someone
    [x] not looking.
    [x] brokenhearted.i dont think this will ever change, some things never go away
    [x] IMing someone.
    [x] scared to die.
    [x] tired.
    [ ]sleepy.
    [x] annoyed.
    [ ] hungry.
    [ ] thirsty.
    [ ] on the phone.
    [ ] in your room.
    [ ] drinking something.
    [ ] eating something.
    [x ] in your pjs.
    [x] ticklish.
    [x ]listening to music.
    [ ] watching TV.

    Have you...

    [x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
    [ ] kissed a member of the same sex.(kinda as a dare......no tongue)
    [ ] crashed a friend's car.
    [ ] been to Japan.
    [x] ridden in a taxi.
    [ ]in love.
    [x ] been dumped.
    [ ] shoplifted.
    [ ] been fired.
    [ ] been in a fist fight.
    [x] snuck out of my parent's house.
    [ ] ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
    [ ] ever dated someone of the same sex.
    [x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
    [ ] been arrested.
    [x] made out with a stranger.
    [ ] stole something from a job.
    [ ] celebrated New Years in Times Square.
    [ ] gone on a blind date.
    [x] lied to a friend.
    [X] had a crush on a teacher. Mr. Krausse, english teacher freshman year
    [ ] celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
    [ ] been to Europe.
    [x] skipped school, but only when my mommy called me in
    [ ] slept with a co-worker.
    [ ] been married.
    [ ] gotten divorced.
    [ ] had children.
    [ ] seen someone die.
    [ ] been to Africa.
    [ ] had a crush on one of my myspace friends.
    [ ] driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/concert.
    [ ] been to Canada.
    [x] been to Mexico.
    [x] been on a plane.
    [ ] seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
    [x] thrown up.
    [ ] purposely set a part of myself on fire
    [ ] been snowboarding.
    [x] met someone in person from the internet.
    [ ] taken painkillers just to take painkillers
    [ ] intentionally burned yourself.
    [x] miss someone right now
    [x] kissed just a friend.
    [x] have a crush on anyone right now.
    [ ]ever been asked to a formal dance.
    [x] sick and tired of the opposite sex
    [x] sick and tired of the same sex

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: im having a party...shania twain
    Thursday, December 30th, 2004
    10:49 pm
    i guess its true....lol


    Your New Years Resolution Should Be: Stop waking up in strange places





    Your personal mantra is "What's your name again?"
    It's not that you're slutty - more like carefree
    (In that whole free love sort of way.)
    And if you're not careful, you'll end up a permanent fixture at the free clinic!




    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: country music in my head
    Monday, December 27th, 2004
    10:48 pm
    hmmm what to do tonight?
    Eddie Van Halen
    Eddie Van Halen....
    You are talented, out there, social, flamboyant,
    hyper, and full of energy.


    Which rockstar are you like?
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    Current Mood: hyper
    Current Music: jenn's phone making annoying vibrating noises
    Sunday, December 26th, 2004
    10:10 pm
    stuff...life
    1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Kissed/made out/something else/went to a “party”
    2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? Ive never really made one, but if I did I doubt I kept it
    3. Did anyone close to you give birth? no
    4. Did anyone close to you die? Indirectly close to me, i.e. close to someone I am very close to
    5. What countries did you visit? mexico
    6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? I want a longterm relationship in which we connect on more than just the physical level, where we care about eachother and do things together and become friends as well as “make out buddies”
    7. What date(s) from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? May 23: prom night, met someone, first kiss…July 30 or so: if I want you to know you already know…december 3: even though it didn’t happen to me, it made me think, and I did my best to help the situation
    8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? I got a job!, went backpacking for about two weeks with a backpacking camp thing…so much fun!, helped my friends…no se
    9. What was your biggest failure? My spanish oral final lol…no...prolly…ive had a lot
    10. Did you suffer illness or injury? no
    11. What was the best thing you bought? Half of a chocolate brownie a la mode from denny’s…mmmmm
    12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Jennifer’s
    13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? My grandmother’s/family’s
    14. Where did most of your money go? Food?clothes?
    15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Having a bf, summer nights with the girls…either just hangin or goin out…both good
    16. What song will always remind you of 2004? Fade to black by metallica or the reason by hoobastank
    17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
    i. happier or sadder? I don’t know, im happier in some ways but just a little sadder in others because I have had more valuable experiences
    ii. thinner or fatter? A little fatter but that’s good cause I was approaching anorexia last year
    iii. richer or poorer? richer
    18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Schoolwork lol…or gone on actual dates..no se
    19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Sex…heehee life is a learning experience
    20. How will you be spending Christmas? Family…since It already happened I can tell you…my cousins and ants came down it was fun
    22. Did you fall in love in 2004? I thought I did but I guess not…I don’t really know
    23. How many one-night stands? One…I don’t like them…its all bout relationships
    24. What was your favorite TV program? American Dreams
    25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? No, I hated my grandmother last year too
    26. What was the best book you read? Pride and Prejudice was really really good, so is the janis joplin bio im currently reading called Buried Alive
    27. What was your greatest musical discovery?COUNTRY MUSIC, Metallica, KGB
    28. What did you want and get? Job, good friends,boyfriend
    30. What was your favorite film of this year? Garden state
    31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I was backpacking in colorade with adventures cross country (like outward bound), my councilor made me a cake by scrambling the cake mix over a small fire…it was soooooo gooooodddddd, and I turned 17
    32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Having a long term relationship with a bf, jefe not leaving, not living with my parents lol
    33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? ME…I mean I love denim, spaghetti straps, and long hair worn down
    34. What kept you sane? Nothing, because im not…but prolly amy and jenn and jefe
    35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? This is sad, I know, but josh hartnett
    36. What political issue stirred you the most? kerry conceding, worrying bout women losing our right to choose
    37. Who did you miss? Jefe, katie
    38. Who was the best new person you met? At one point tyler was, but louanne from work is awesome
    39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: plant your heart in the garden of your dreams and grow up where you want wild and free, and to never give your heart away until you are sure it will be compensated for with someone else’s
    40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
    This one’s for the girls
    Whove had a broken heart
    This one’s for the girls
    You’re beautiful the way you are
    This one’s for the girls
    Hold on hold on to your innocence


    --

    I've changed also changed a ton this year…___ is no longer icky lol…ive made some amazing friends, and realized that school isnt the only thing to live for, that you have to be a good person and you don’t learn that in shool. Jenn I love you soooo much and am always here for you…I know you know that but yeah…I got a job which is cool…yeah…I just want to find someone speciall lol I sound so dorky / corny but oh well heehee….

    Current Mood: curious confused and fat lol
    Current Music: 95.7 the bear
    Sunday, December 19th, 2004
    12:58 am
    i do way to many of these and should be sleeping since work in eight hours
    A survey thing. I'm bored. )

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: suds in the bucket by sara evans
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